sooo.
today is saturday. day to study bio. BUTTTTTTT
I baked for like a really long time. watched get smart. lagged my butt off.i ran errands wth my mom, i cleaned the table, i cleaned the dishes multiple times, i sat and stared. i hate cleaning too. this shows my hate for bio. now it is 9:06pm and i shall open the book.

the fires are so scary. alice called me and was like i dont know what to pack. OMG. GET YOUR BIBLE CLOTHES AND EXPENSIVE SSTUFF AND RUN!
Friday nightbible study. wow amazing stuff.all these covenants...and how they show uplater in the new testament and its reffered everywhere! and just reaaly crazy things.
we are the reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

the korean version breaks my heart too. I'm gonna stop beating myself up. and hating on the world. He died for US. I LIVE FOR JESUS and i pray that will never change. He'll be the reason to keeep meee aliveeee and well during hard times! because this is nothing comapred to what He went through. I WILL LOVE LIFE AND EVERYTHING.
I'll try... (:
I'll start enjoying life by being amazed and marveled by cool DNA stuff and awesome genetics! woot woooot

oh yeah and i washed the car AND ITS RAINING ASHESSSSSSSSSS.