not cool

byebye nashville .
my mom wont let me go because thanksgiving gotta prep for satsdec6. shoulda taken nov1 sats! but im not prepred. nd janurary ihave finals so she wont let me go. >:O

let me just go die.

and looking at the satreciept makes me cry inside. i wont break 2000 ever. my goal is...1800..maybe 1700. haha gotta rigioursly sutdy before. soon. depressing stuff but yeah. i need some time off '-'

please, just chill.

"Rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces preseverance; preseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not dissapoint us, because God has poured out his love into our heats by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."
Romans 5:3-5
This text made my day even though i got it 5 in the morning.

Thank you(:

today i finnaly got sleep. 12 hours of sleep.
i felt pretty groggy after and accomplished. had some pretty crazy dreams wootwoot.
oh redsoxwonrays.3-3 tomorrow is game7 pretty awesome. way to come back redsox. now win. noW!

i wish i was a boy and could play baseball. pretty coool man. and i dont wanna play softball '-'

i want snow. not instasnow.
ohh dillemma. i hate dilemmas.




sayyy what nikkkkkuh

the office was hilarious this week. mademy dayonce again.



i like rubys burgers along with innoutburgers.


me too

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord


Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

because i can.
ohhh it still feels wierd to say "hi my name is caroline and im in 11TH grade" so wierd. 11 feels so old and wierd and odd.

imma hooked on beethovenvirus,eoe,painterofthewind.
how do i fit these dramas in? i fastforward them and watch them quickly and sacrifice nap times.

You are an idiot.

God provides. Always.
Start at the cross. Zoom out. Stop focusing on little things and see the big picture sister. yo<.

madness

psttt i really want a bike.
i love the feel of wind in your face.
but my mom said no

today is wednesday but i feel like its friday ):
END WEEK END.
this saturday has too many conflicting schedules and i ono what to do.
it's really hot today...so hott i dont wanna study or do homework at all.

how do i feel?

the pretty sky turned dark. oh crap i cant wait for freaking twilight to comea out. i like wanna watcha it nowa. and ohh i wanta icecreama cuza itsa hotta. youa likea the a in the enda. like itsa likea italian. hahaha


college night...i wanna go to a nice private christian schoolnow. my mom said no. she looked at me all funny. and said you know what just dont go to college. FINE FINE FINE.

I HATE WEEKEND LABS.
I HATE WEEKEND HOMEWORK.

but i deal with it.

uncontrollable laughter

hey hey hey!
so i should like do apush!
BUT I DID 5 HOURS OF BIO AND I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA GO INSANE! (:
plus i drank the 5hournocrash...it makes me be like dory onc rack.hahaha.
so so so so while on my energyyy drankkk i feel so carefree. and i was thinking and like someoen said earlier i cant remeber eff people (:

my lab is like 11 pages. WAY TO make meWASTE PAPER MS FO FO.
crepe crepe i want i want. i drove a lot this weekend. and i feel really lost. likeevery other second i forget what i was gonna do. it took me 5 minutes to get to sparknotes hahaha. stupid distractions. STUPID KID. STUPID ELECTRICITY. STUPUDAD STUPID STUPAD stud.stuff.im not lygin!
this makes me type really frantically.
procrastination kills.
nothing lasts forever.
only God is foreverrrrrrr.

okay PAYCEEEEE