why does everything i do these days seem like a waste? i stay up two nights i cant even memorize all the presidents. how pathetic. why is meist so patheticist.
why cant i just spend all day with you?
who needs money,materialistic items, jobs,colleges? let's just be happy together forever. all of us one big happy family . . .

im sooo tempted to throw it all away. la la la.
losing sleep to do bio homework when my grade is still in the dumps.
wasting time reading apush and being content with a c.
doing psych packets and still failing the test.
wasting time in english and staring at hoa. HA HA HA
WHAT AJOKE!
gah. im gonna try to get a C or higher on all my finals.

i'm waiting!!! (: