Wednesday, March 25, 2009

my computer is infected with 18839 viruses ): if only they were bacterium then antibiotics could kill them!! (:

just when i thought i got math it gets all difficult and backstabs me.
too many things to memorize. now if only i had photographic memory. that would be tight!
i totally forgot i have a giftcard to scp. i should go shopping.
i should also use my time more wisely. ITS CRUNCHTIME. someone said 5moreweeks till AP TESTING. that's really scary... a NIGHTMARE.

i need pills to enhance my immunesystem.
kyuhyun(:

Sunday, March 22, 2009



thinking of ap tests hurts my brain.
they will forever haunt me.
i really want to go to wbc games. i want to see Korea own!! i would just like to get out of this tiny little city i live in.

i've lost myself.
darn it

Sunday, March 15, 2009

another monday



so being sick aint too cool.
i slept all firday.basically...
and saturday was ww1 simulation. pretty much fail. haha. sushi fail. aigoo.
convinced my mother i felt better enough since my dizzyness was gone and went out.
got myself some maple bar in ze cold. walalala. i was on top of the world! getting there was really scary. i think i would pee in my pants if it wasnt dark. [im mucho scared of heights] and thanks to lovely people who helped us get up.weee. and scary rollercoaster hill. WOW ITS LIKE 90DEFREE ANGLE. AN OPTICAL ILLUSION. really scary and really amazing how physics work. i want to camp up there. the temperature is cool not freezing. the sky was cloudly so we couldnt see much ): but it was still beautiful. must go back when clear skies. must overcome fear of heights...some day.
i saw a rabbit (:

i love the night air. its cooooooooooooooool,crisp,and freshhh. im a vampire.

Thursday, March 12, 2009


not even an option.
i always learn the hard way. but thats cool.

life's cool.
allnighter tonight agian. last night didnt count since i fell asleep at three and couldnt wake back up. i lurveeeeeeeeee life.

LOVE ME BACK PLEASE,life.

Sunday, March 8, 2009



i am a super duper tired person.
super depressed that we lost an hour. GAHHHHHHHHHH.
i can't pinpoint whats wrong.
*yawn*

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

secrets in stereo-beautiful


HELLO KITTY FRENZY (:

so bland so bland.
so dry so dry. weee.
the number 69 haunts me and follows me.
everyday is a drag.
hoa says im not deep. i just have a hard time conveying my deep feelings. or wait maybe i dont have any. we couldnt hear my hearbeat in bio. HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS. (:
i must say its amazing how fast time goes these days. every minute ticks away like a second. except during school then it seems like eternity. the homework/study load is overwhelming id ont know how people can do it. even if i studied right when i came home i wouldnt have enough time.
GAH.LOVEMYLIFE
i need an inspiration.