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this was my black friday. i spent wrapping books... with wierd people. GAH it was okay. im pro at wrapping now.

Then i met santa! and we sat on his lap...
and now i am studying
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but this is what i feel likeeee.

I procrastinated so much this week. Now I have a buttload of crap to do. I did 2 hours of bio today. FINITO! just gotta study it. GAH
I still have to do:
-DBQ
-English questions
-tons of psych reading
-english e.cessay maybe.
and its already 9:11 PM

IM STOKED FOR WINTER RETREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
andi cant wait for break in 3 weeks.
tomorrowis helllllllllllllllll

Water drops

RAIN IS FALLING ON MY WINDOW PANE. BUT WE ARE HIDING IN A SAFER PLACEEE colbie caillat!<3

its pouring today (:
i danced in the rain and it was quite refreshing.
Celia and Nina rubbed my car )':
Nina used to think that God peed and thats why it rained...
she is such an oddball. I saw lightning on the way home! It was really beautiful purple color. I wish I had a camera to take a picture of it but it was literally a split second. It flashed right before my eyes. I think life is like that sometimes. It's too quick!

I love this rain. I wish it will never stop. I don't want to sleep... I am afraid when I wake up the rain will be gone. I am going to try to stay awake as long as the rain stays. and its 1:37 right now and I am so tired. Why does it rain late at night? T.T

I am going to read my booook, Walking with God, as the rain goes pitter patter. Maybe I will not sleep today and be a psycho insomniac for a day.

-wednesday-
darn the rain won. I fell asleep almost right after I turned my computer off. And it stopped raining in the morning when i woke ): I woke up at like 10:30 and then I stayed in bed and E called me at 12! so i guess i fell aslee p again or something i dont remeber. CORNERBAKERY

YAY THANKSGIVING BREAK.
YAY 1 WEEK OF NO SCHOOL.
but a week of intense studying and hwing.
i really want to go to disneyland ): but the economy stops me from going.
i got a good 11 hours of sleep yay! and i had the craziest/whackiest/wierdest dream ever.


crazy man

Heart-David Choi

This man, is hard to understand
Living life the best that I can
But behind this curtain of mine
Theres so much more than meets the eye
Do you realize behind this tough and rigid skin
Theres something deep down inside

I have a heart too
That can break and melt
Like everybody else
I have a heart too
That can be loved
That wants to be loved
By you

I would assume you feel the same as I do
And I really do try my best, to be there for you
Its my job to guard your heart and keep you close
You know that I would never ever let you go
Ill put my pride aside, and be the man of your life
And my hope is that youll understand

I have a heart too
That can break and melt
Like everybody else
I have a heart too
That can be loved
That wants to be loved
By you

All I want is for you to
Give me your hand
Can you feel my heart beating?

I have a heart too
That can break and melt
Like everybody else
I have a heart too
That can be loved
That wants to be loved
By you

sooo.
today is saturday. day to study bio. BUTTTTTTT
I baked for like a really long time. watched get smart. lagged my butt off.i ran errands wth my mom, i cleaned the table, i cleaned the dishes multiple times, i sat and stared. i hate cleaning too. this shows my hate for bio. now it is 9:06pm and i shall open the book.

the fires are so scary. alice called me and was like i dont know what to pack. OMG. GET YOUR BIBLE CLOTHES AND EXPENSIVE SSTUFF AND RUN!
Friday nightbible study. wow amazing stuff.all these covenants...and how they show uplater in the new testament and its reffered everywhere! and just reaaly crazy things.
we are the reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

the korean version breaks my heart too. I'm gonna stop beating myself up. and hating on the world. He died for US. I LIVE FOR JESUS and i pray that will never change. He'll be the reason to keeep meee aliveeee and well during hard times! because this is nothing comapred to what He went through. I WILL LOVE LIFE AND EVERYTHING.
I'll try... (:
I'll start enjoying life by being amazed and marveled by cool DNA stuff and awesome genetics! woot woooot

oh yeah and i washed the car AND ITS RAINING ASHESSSSSSSSSS.

But the Lord said to Samuel," Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."
1Samuel 16:7

test after test is getting kind of lame!
TWILIGHT SOON. YAYYY

my mom puts the worse pictures of me on her blog -_- and she addicted to cyworld like crazy.i love sushi

11:22!

Mr. Buttlicker hahahaha.
i'm tired. i think i've said that phrase a million times. and i hear it everyday from people around me!

I need to open my Bible up.

nighttime

friday was halleulujah night. yay. tiring as heck. wore flats. bad idea!
babysat my cousins for the weekend. they are soo silly and cute<3

saturday-stupid hospital fesitval. annoying volunteers. sockeroo.. 6 hours of standing and serving cotton candy. so tiring.

then i had to go to diadelosmuertos for e.c -___-
katie and i got there and there wasnt much to do... except take pictures of altars of dead people. and it was really awkward because were smiling next tot hese dead peoples altars. really wierd.

so we left and went to mainmall. YEAHHH BOUGHT SOMETHING! :D i wanna go back and get more!!! cuz i only had 20 on me. boooo.

sunday- church! yay! little kids are soooo hyper.'-'
KEANS! YAYAYAYAYAY. VANILLA STEAMER. YAYAYAY. NICE PEOPLE YAYAYAY.