booooooooooom. thats the sound of me crashinG(:
really really hard.
lala eating red velvet helps (:
my eyes hurt. stupid dry weather.
people are so unpredicatable!
so surprise me! (:
JABEZ'S PRAYER
"Oh, that you would bless me indeed,
and enlarge my territory,
that Your hand would be with me,
and that you would keep me from evil."
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
you found me
today im going to sleep early.
it was a long day...
its 11:19 only!!! im gonna sleep before 1 today. wowowowowow. amazingg stuff (:
n-"we traveled the world today!"
c-"we only went to ucr and lomalinda."
hahaha yeah. cool beans. eating italian ice when its like freaking cold gah. it was cold. gah gah... i really wanna try "i love you latte" ahh it has sucha cute name (:
yay for songs that convey your feelings!
and during sermon today
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." 1 Corinthians 10:13
it was like a gush of wind in my face. and those questions... smack in the face.
where am i with you Lord? show me the way out. use me.
i'm just all over the place these days.
lalala.
surprisingly im not too sore from all those stairs.
the scenery was breathtaking. but i was already breathless from hiking steep stairs and being afraid of falling. one thing i wishi could be. fearless. adventerous.
and today i helped e with those pops. gaahhhh. they are so tedious and take long !
i wish people could teleport too. haha. amazing stuff that would be.
people question me why i am the way i am. i really dont know why i am the way i am. only God knows. why dont you ask Him? well you ask why dont i ask Him? good question.
its almost 2.
i havent been sleeping normally >_> but that's coo. who sleeps normally? pshh.
i have so much random crap in my head right now. boooooooooo. sometimes i dont even realize it but bio terms come out of my mouth. and im like damn ittt.
if only an eraser worked for memories.
if only i could be fluid,like water.
surprisingly im not too sore from all those stairs.
the scenery was breathtaking. but i was already breathless from hiking steep stairs and being afraid of falling. one thing i wishi could be. fearless. adventerous.
and today i helped e with those pops. gaahhhh. they are so tedious and take long !
i wish people could teleport too. haha. amazing stuff that would be.
people question me why i am the way i am. i really dont know why i am the way i am. only God knows. why dont you ask Him? well you ask why dont i ask Him? good question.
its almost 2.
i havent been sleeping normally >_> but that's coo. who sleeps normally? pshh.
i have so much random crap in my head right now. boooooooooo. sometimes i dont even realize it but bio terms come out of my mouth. and im like damn ittt.
if only an eraser worked for memories.
if only i could be fluid,like water.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
supastar
I WANNA SEE WHAT I GET AGAINNN.
plus i dont wanna study yet :D
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
somday we'll know-mandymoore
gahh ilove a walk to remeber.
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
nobody -wondergirls hahaha
AH I GOT NOBODY AGAIN!!!! :o
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
gravity-sara bareilles
okay this is creepy. this time i got gravity -ftts
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
crazy-sondambi
yes i do. haha. but then how do you define crazy? AHAHAH
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
crushcrushcrushparamore
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
lovestory-RAINNNN
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
love119-mcmong
WHAT IS 2+2
longwayhome-coldplay
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
ordinary people-sgwanabe
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
i want to love-sgwananabe
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
gravity-sara b
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
dangerous-ejw
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
woah...it fits...
어쩌다-browneyed girls.
"How, how, how
did I come to loving you
Why did I become like this
How, how, how
did my heart all burn out
Was I a fool like this?
I never knew it would be like this
I'm tired again today,
just waiting for you.
I didn't want to become,
one of the girls that cried over you
I figured myself out when I was watching you
I lost control of my firm mind
If you call someone like me,
Oh my honey,
I'm right there before you,
without any hesitation." koreans and their lyrics
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
theme for the divingbell
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
isityou?-cassie
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
breakitout-rocketsummer
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
사랑하고 싶었어-mcthemax
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
womanizer-bs
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
yellow-coldplay
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
timeto pretend-mgmt
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
so much love- the rocketsummer
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
skeleteon song-katenash
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
partner for life-sgwanabe
this musicvideo is depressing.
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
harder to breathe-marrooon5
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
thats not my name-the ting tings
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
이젠 남이야-vos
):
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
rainism-rainnn
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
smile- lily allen
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
if i were a boy-beyonce
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
superstar-lupe
gah my itunes is crappy
plus i dont wanna study yet :D
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
somday we'll know-mandymoore
gahh ilove a walk to remeber.
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
nobody -wondergirls hahaha
AH I GOT NOBODY AGAIN!!!! :o
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
gravity-sara bareilles
okay this is creepy. this time i got gravity -ftts
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
crazy-sondambi
yes i do. haha. but then how do you define crazy? AHAHAH
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
crushcrushcrushparamore
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
lovestory-RAINNNN
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
love119-mcmong
WHAT IS 2+2
longwayhome-coldplay
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
ordinary people-sgwanabe
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
i want to love-sgwananabe
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
gravity-sara b
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
dangerous-ejw
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
woah...it fits...
어쩌다-browneyed girls.
"How, how, how
did I come to loving you
Why did I become like this
How, how, how
did my heart all burn out
Was I a fool like this?
I never knew it would be like this
I'm tired again today,
just waiting for you.
I didn't want to become,
one of the girls that cried over you
I figured myself out when I was watching you
I lost control of my firm mind
If you call someone like me,
Oh my honey,
I'm right there before you,
without any hesitation." koreans and their lyrics
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
theme for the divingbell
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
isityou?-cassie
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
breakitout-rocketsummer
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
사랑하고 싶었어-mcthemax
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
womanizer-bs
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
yellow-coldplay
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
timeto pretend-mgmt
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
so much love- the rocketsummer
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
skeleteon song-katenash
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
partner for life-sgwanabe
this musicvideo is depressing.
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
harder to breathe-marrooon5
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
thats not my name-the ting tings
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
이젠 남이야-vos
):
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
rainism-rainnn
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
smile- lily allen
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
if i were a boy-beyonce
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
superstar-lupe
gah my itunes is crappy
Monday, January 19, 2009
i present you the boyband!
so we all took turns taking pictures at this wonderful fountain. Ackel and JEff got a kick out of it.
they made me ): it looks like im spitting a storm instead :D second thought it looks like im admiring the fountain :D
punchbuggys. they really punched me. faggggots
tar pits was fun because we amused our selves with random stuff.
tomorrow is inaugration day. cool. i feel sick to the stomach.
and its taht time of the year!!
i truly feel that way. gahhh.
WHY IS EVERYONE DEPERSESED? i won't bandwagon t his.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
why does everything i do these days seem like a waste? i stay up two nights i cant even memorize all the presidents. how pathetic. why is meist so patheticist.
why cant i just spend all day with you?
who needs money,materialistic items, jobs,colleges? let's just be happy together forever. all of us one big happy family . . .
im sooo tempted to throw it all away. la la la.
losing sleep to do bio homework when my grade is still in the dumps.
wasting time reading apush and being content with a c.
doing psych packets and still failing the test.
wasting time in english and staring at hoa. HA HA HA
WHAT AJOKE!
gah. im gonna try to get a C or higher on all my finals.
i'm waiting!!! (:
why cant i just spend all day with you?
who needs money,materialistic items, jobs,colleges? let's just be happy together forever. all of us one big happy family . . .
im sooo tempted to throw it all away. la la la.
losing sleep to do bio homework when my grade is still in the dumps.
wasting time reading apush and being content with a c.
doing psych packets and still failing the test.
wasting time in english and staring at hoa. HA HA HA
WHAT AJOKE!
gah. im gonna try to get a C or higher on all my finals.
i'm waiting!!! (:
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
dont stress
i'm waiting for this year to end.
i'm waiting for that day.
asdf. what is wrong with me?
my burning passion has turned into a tiny little flame.
through these hard times i should be seeking God more...yet i'm drowning in my misery. why cant i look past my stupid problems and see the big picture...
"This well known verse from Psalms 51:10 contains a wealth of things to consider. I was meditating on this recently, specifically on verse 12 where David says:
Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.
Yes it is always a possibility to allow the joy of the Lord to slip away, as we allow the cares (the thorns) to choke out what God has created in us. Sometimes it seems like just about everything is going wrong. But even with David we see the need to “restore” that which had been lost, even the Joy of salvation. Yes the Joy of salvation is something that no price can buy. Deeper than the deepest sea, higher than heaven itself, the joy of being a child of God, set free from practical daily sin. And notice once this joy is restored, the next verse brings the Christian back to the great commission:
13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.
Yes, Jesus is Lord, and for the “joy” that was set before Him, He endured the cross. My friend why should we expect anything less than what the Master had to endure? Yes Lord, create in me a clean heart, renew a right spirit within me, restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation. Yes Lord, may sinners be converted and they too saved from their sin.
Hallelujah what a Saviour!"
http://soft-haus.com/blog/2008/06/02/create-in-me-a-clean-heart-o-god-and-renew-a-right-spirit-within-me/
LORD REWNEW ME!
i'm waiting for that day.
asdf. what is wrong with me?
my burning passion has turned into a tiny little flame.
through these hard times i should be seeking God more...yet i'm drowning in my misery. why cant i look past my stupid problems and see the big picture...
"This well known verse from Psalms 51:10 contains a wealth of things to consider. I was meditating on this recently, specifically on verse 12 where David says:
Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.
Yes it is always a possibility to allow the joy of the Lord to slip away, as we allow the cares (the thorns) to choke out what God has created in us. Sometimes it seems like just about everything is going wrong. But even with David we see the need to “restore” that which had been lost, even the Joy of salvation. Yes the Joy of salvation is something that no price can buy. Deeper than the deepest sea, higher than heaven itself, the joy of being a child of God, set free from practical daily sin. And notice once this joy is restored, the next verse brings the Christian back to the great commission:
13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.
Yes, Jesus is Lord, and for the “joy” that was set before Him, He endured the cross. My friend why should we expect anything less than what the Master had to endure? Yes Lord, create in me a clean heart, renew a right spirit within me, restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation. Yes Lord, may sinners be converted and they too saved from their sin.
Hallelujah what a Saviour!"
http://soft-haus.com/blog/2008/06/02/create-in-me-a-clean-heart-o-god-and-renew-a-right-spirit-within-me/
LORD REWNEW ME!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
crazy huge cactus tree.
"I'm different!"
im so unstable.
i'm happy then i'm sad then i'm sick
lack of sleep! and then i get lots of sleep one day and then i get all sick and messed up. gosh.
i love huntingon library gardens! iwish they were closer and ic ould stroll through the flowers and trees everyday! ondal is so yummy. i just love la!
i don't like this rollercoaster ride.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Let's see how long I can last typing like this! I abhor biology and homework. I took a 4 hour nap today. Darn, what a waste of time. And then I woke up and wasted more time.Youtube ftw!
Clouds, you make me sad. Fog, you make me sad. Because of you guys I could not see Jupiter or Mercury. I did get to see a glimpse of Venus. (:
Run donut! Run! It started to sprinkle. It was nice but cold.
Lalala. I ate a lot yesterday. Holy crap, I don't know how my stomach did it.
Berry Berry Berry Good!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009
cool beans. brought in the new year a little too early with church family(:
gutterball=dancing...
never drive home in fog. scaryyyyy!exepcially milesquare park. oh myyyy.
sttarted the day with huntintonbeach! SAW DOLHPHINSSSSSS. coolbeans coolbeans. i have massive amounts of homework to do now. and i have gum in my hair, i dont know where it came from):
resolutions? who does that! pshhhhhhhhhh.
scary scary people. and this is a meaningless post. but its cooooool. because right now my brain is dead.
BUT YEAH LOVE LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
gutterball=dancing...
never drive home in fog. scaryyyyy!exepcially milesquare park. oh myyyy.
sttarted the day with huntintonbeach! SAW DOLHPHINSSSSSS. coolbeans coolbeans. i have massive amounts of homework to do now. and i have gum in my hair, i dont know where it came from):
resolutions? who does that! pshhhhhhhhhh.
scary scary people. and this is a meaningless post. but its cooooool. because right now my brain is dead.
BUT YEAH LOVE LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
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